We went out driving for five hours yesterday and I think I finally got parallel parking down to a science. I get in the car to do my road test and I run a stop sign that I didn't even see. Oops. Automatic fail.
I am glad that the road test is over. Now I can focus on other things. Spending time with him, working and making sure things are somewhat ready for his departure. Can you ever be fully ready? There are so many little things that we should have done long ago but it just did not work out that way.
I am thinking about all the other great women that are going through the same thing as me right now. I hope that they are coping well and keeping things together. Its so hard to do.
It breaks my heart to know that this time next week he will not be here. The world will expect me to be normal. I will be one year older by then too. Every year I analyze my life and always question whether I made the right decisions overall. This year I think I did a great job. It was hard though. I chose love and passion over career and financial stability. Although my credit rating and resume are taking a beating the rest of me is doing pretty good. I love him more than words. Even the army and my crazy life cannot stand between me and love like this.
Life.Army.Love
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Omg, this year has been the WORST for money, I could live in a cardboard box right now and not care, as long as it's with him.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean. There are only so many things you can care about at once.
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