This hurts.
I want to scream and loose myself in pure honest emotion but that would just take too much energy. I feel uncomfortable because I feel like a different person than I was six days ago. I did not realize that six days would affect me so much.
I feel like a science experiment. Protein powders, protein bars, and intense workouts every day occupy a lot of my time. Five days of intense workouts and clean eating give me energy but I am just so exhausted. My body burns and I just want to get through my sixth day of working out so that I can simmer for just one day.
I spent over an hour trying to write this post but words are not on my side tonight.
Life.Army.Love
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
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